Friday, March 28, 2008

Lonely Day

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Sitting alone (in fact I am not) without my 3 best partners, I feel like I don’t belong to this class. I have no concentration to the lecturer at all. I wish this temporary lonesome fade away soon. I just don’t understand now that the feeling of being alone without the close ones accompany or talk to is a real desperation.

My used-to-be-talkative me now turn to a gentle speechless one. I just understand that it’s hard to find someone who have the same favorite topic and characteristics to talk to and it’s even harder to ignore the lonely feeling when I exist without them aside.

Now I am really and eagerly wishing that I were at somewhere quiet with a pinky laptop accessing to the cyber world. If it were true, at least, I have internet accompany me till the time I found someone to talk to again.

What a really bad luck today is that. I’ve left my other phone with credit charging at home, and I have only a dull phone with an empty account with me here. I can’t contact my perfect partners. Where on earth they are up to and why haven’t they here with me?

34 comments

rattanak said...

At least that lonliness happens to me and everyone at some point in life. Bty, do u get that nice pinky laptop?

rak3k said...

why don't u just drop me a sms? i'll be happy to keep u company.. :-)

Sópheak said...

Poor DeeDee. Don't feel lonely ey gal. Many people like you and are always around you but you ignore them.

Barbie said...

I think I am among the 3 best partners you mentioned :) BFF! Love,
Barbie

DeeDee said...

@ Ratanak: oh yeah! but i rarely face with this kinda loneliness nas na! just when i am without my best partners... oh it's just my dream te! Barbie ban mean! haah...

@ Sopheak: oh yeah! u r rite! i was wrong jeng nor! hahaha...

@ Bie: oh man! cuz of u! dat day u showed off late n Kaka n kokkok too! left me all alone!

DeeDee said...

@ Rak3K: oh thanks! haha...

Anonymous said...

What pappen with u ?
U not alone !
I looke your web every day

B

Anonymous said...

What's happened to you, deedee? I am one of the audience seeing your post almost every day and every post. Hey here's just my observation or suggest or question; it can't be named only one. Hui...

Hey deedee, don't be frustrated if my word is hurting. Honestly, recently i can see you and your post've changed, changed to the one who and which you and your post used to be. Hey you said in your profile that you don't know how long my life could last, thus you should always smile. But now you're not smiling anymore. And you always mentioned that you were the friendliest at both of your schools. But now you are saying that you're lonely. Your post as well, has been changed. Hey, the duration between your posts is longer and longer, the its essence eiter, has changed, honestly; it's less and less interesting, much less interesting that it used to be. Hey deedee, i wanna your problem and share my idea to you or the trouble from you. Hey,hey do not feel strange. What i'm doing is just a thank which should be given to you cos you know you, through your blog, you have helped me to feel good all the time i visit it. Be the friendliest, the happiest, and the most easy-going again(you've never said you are easy-going; it's my word cos you know, you said you did not care much about your study, just read through, and still always got the best score, I believe you can do it. Hey, I'm looking to hearing from you.

Anonymous said...

Hey I am the april,30 anonymous. Me and the april,26 are not the same person. hey,(i like this exclamation, sorry if you don't like) i just tell you.

Anonymous said...

Shut up, Anonymous! Everyone has their up and down moments. Her blog is hers, and it's where she can say what she wants to as long as its not hurting anyone! You're telling ppl to do this to to that! Holy Crap! You wanna be happy go and read the comics, and f off this page. We wanna know wats going on with her, so watever it is about her, we don't mind listening! GeeEEZZz

Anonymous said...

Wat a trembling chicken!!! Appear as anoymous and telling ppl doing the CHICKEN's business!!!

Anonymous said...

Hey, the April26. What's wrong with you, huh? Hey if you don't know, i tell you. You're using the comment SITE as the fighting ring hery. Hey, did anyTHING IN my comment hurt you? Hey, I'm sorry IF IT DID. But don't you know that the most practical function of the blog(mentioned by the founder) is to publish thought. And what i wrote on my comment was ACTUALLY, LEGALLY, LOGICALLY, COMMONLY a thought. Hey, what kind of people you are.So narrow-minded!!!. You are thinking: that we help someone who helped us is wrong. Buh.... I have many more comments to give you. If you would like, send your email address to mr.bee88915@yahoo.com. DO NOT MISUSE THE blog any more. AND FINALLY, I'VE ONE QUESTION TO ASK YOU; IN WHAT RANK YOU THINK YOU ARE TO THE OWNER THAT YOU DEAR TO USE HER BLOG TO FIGHT OTHER? If you don't know, i tell you. You are not even a good audience. You are so selfish. YOU said you read the blog every day, but when the owner got problem, you not only don't help her to find solution, but you also try to make more problems and make the problem worse by interrupting such a thankful and honest audience like me to help her. I BELIEVE THAT IF YOU HAVE ENOUGH BRAIN JUST TO BE SHY, YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE APPEARING IN THE BLOG ANYMORE. BUH....aNY REACTION, I'M ALWAYS WELCOMED. buT REMEMBER NOT hERE.....

Anonymous said...

Excuse ME!!!!Didn't you say you were a thkful and honest audience???? Could you be a bit MORE DISGUSTING than that??? A son of bitch like you to be nominated as a thkful and honest audience??? You're not even original, You F-ING ATTENTION SEEKING WHORE!!!!!

What rank am I??? Just know that I am better than you son of bitch talking bout bull sh-t!!!!

What the hell you need to gimme that e-mail? Why do I have to do wat u told me to do? Go and ask your puppy to read ur goddamn comments!!!!

Her posts are becoming less and less interesting???? Wat the F!!!! You should just get ur godamn fat ass off this page, and let those who found it interesting read what she needs to say.

What the hell she needs to write for the sake of making a bull shit like you feeling good???? DUMB!!! You really think you have the brain???? I think it is a DISFUNCTIONAL brain! DAMN IT!!!! Look closer and you see the WORMS in there, be more DISGUSTING, you FAT ASS!!!!

lol!!!! I am the new anonymous you son of bitch!!! You can't even distinguish who is who, and you said you got brain!!!!! Wat the F!!!

Anonymous said...

Ok! I am defeated. If you are happy when i'm not here, i'll be off. Say and do whatever you want,deedee. I'm sorry.....

Barbie said...

Hey guys! wats wrong huh? CALM DOWN! why don't you 2 just live together in peace and harmony? Thats wat the world right now is doing. Please don't turn such a tiny little problem into a disaster, ok?

Alright, I'll get Dee to end up this astonished conflict (sigh)

Anonymous said...

wow
halloo deedee
khjom ket thaa niak del comment thgai 1 may 2008 neng pet chia vong veng thom hei...!
khjom ni yiay hia moi dee dee te pee niak sor kiat neng kiat keit roug eiy baan chia mouk comment arat aray e cheng ??
take care sister

B

DeeDee said...

Hello there! I'm so sorry to be away this long... :(

To 3 anonymous>> Smile and make peace! I don't wanna see such comments at all. It is just a post of my temporary emotions, so pls don't take it that serious, okie? Deal? :)

Have fun everyone :) See you soon!

Anonymous said...

Oh boy! I'm about to leave some comments here, but after reading the comments ( actually, its' not even a comment, but conflicts)posted by the two anonymous, i don't feel like i wanna say anyting anymore. Afraid of tensions :-(

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